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I can't remember ever being so distracted from fandom as I am right now. I still have the muses prodding me to write, A Bed of Thorns practically shouting in my ear, but I can't seem to organise myself long enough to sit down and write something, or concentrate on fannish things. NOT a writerly problem I'm used to dealing with!

Makes sense that the prospect of imminent major surgery is a tad distracting, I suppose. And my entire life was recently turned upside down by the change in my benefits status. In a good way, but still upside down. I should have expected a bigger adjustment period, but I have to admit it's come as a surprise. I'm feeling very scattered and scatty.

I'm loading up my gadgets with a copy of Once Upon a Time. If I'm not creating, I can be consuming canon during the periods when I'm too worn out to do anything useful.

I had my pre-op assessment this week. I ought to get a surgery date within six weeks, now - it's meant to be within eighteen weeks from when the surgeon added me to the list, and within six weeks of the pre-op tests. Not holding my breath, though.